In 12 days I fly out to Casper, Wyoming to see my brother who I haven't seen in 12 years, meet my sis n law Amber, Megan and hang with the rest of my brothers family...I am so excited, scared, nervous and worried, but happy at the same time. I don't think I have ever felt so many emotions at once. I am excited because in the last 12 years it has been an on going dream that I would be able to fly out and see my brother again, and God has granted me that dream. I am nervous because I am actually meeting my sis n law, and Megan that I have heard so much about. I know I txt/fb them all the time but this time it is meeting them in person. For some reason I have a fear of them not liking me or i won't fit in.
I am probably going to cry my eyes out when I see my brother...i all ready let him know im tackling him the minute I see him.lol....so aka Brother Beware :P Just sitting here typing, made me think of a memory of when my brother and I were younger. He would fly up here to see my mom, our dad and I as well as my sisters when they were born. This memory is when our dad and I sat in the airport waiting for my brother's flight to land...i remember being nervous cause it was the first time i was meeting him, but i was so excited...I remember seeing him for the first time, thinking he was awesome and I couldn't wait to get to know him more.
Anthony Daine Prothero...I love you so much, and I am proud of you...yes things have not been easy, but God has turned your life around, brought you to him, and through all the hardships and life you are growing...You are an amazing person. I am lucky to have you as my brother. Even though we don't live close to each other, you still mean the world to me. My dreams are starting to come true. XD
Some songs that are helping with everything/defining life right now are:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Po3k6sPHeX0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Uw8mIcQJn8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMa-om8EeDI
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