Best Trip Ever

I had the best trip ever when last week I was visiting my brother, sis n law, megs, mary and rory in Casper, Wyoming. It felt like my brother and i hadn't been apart these last 12 years. I went and saw some historic stuff, got a tour of the town, saw 1 of the 7 wonders of casper, and even got my belly button pierced. I got the best news the morning I left. My sister Amber and my brother are going to have a baby. They are due in June :) I am beyond happy for them, and I can't wait to be an auntie XD I loved it so much out there i am thinking about next year going to college out there.

Here are some photos for you to enjoy.

Megs and Me

Tony and Me

Beautiful Scenery Shot

Me at Fort Caspar

Tony being a dork lol

Megs

Right to Left: Megs, Mary, Me, and Amber

Mountain Shot on the way to the Salt Lake City Airport

Theme Song

Today I realized that moving on is hard but it's worth it....It is for the better, and it helps a lot. I am figuring out me as a person, and realize that I am an independent, confident women who loves to be her self. I have a job, family and friends who love me, and most of all God is always there for me no matter if the situation is good or bad. My theme song is: I Look So Good by Jessie James. Here are the lyrics.

Hey boy I would of thought that when you left me
I'd be broken with my confidence gone.. so bummed..
Hey boy I would of thought that when you said that you don't want me
I'd feel ugly n sense something was wrong
Standing in front of the mirror.. my skin's never been clearer
My smile's never been brighter

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done.. with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good, I look so good without you
I look so good, I look so good without you

Hey I'd never would of thought that when you left me
I'd feel sexy n so good in my skin again
And I'd never would of known that
I'd be dreamin' so much better without you in my head
Standing in front of the mirror.. my clothes never fit better
My life's never been brighter

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done.. with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good, I look so good without you
I look so good, I look so good without you

Now baby my body's lookin' better than before
Ain't bitin' my nails since you walked out of that door
I realized now I deserve so much more than what you give
Than what you give (than what you give..)

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done.. with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done.. with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good ,I look so good without you
I look so good, I look so good without you 


This song helps me with my confidence, lets me know it's ok to move on and feel good about yourself.


In 6 days I fly out to Casper, Wyoming to see my brother, my sis n law, megan, mary and rory....I am so excited. I haven't seen my brother or his mom mary in 12 years so it will be a big family reunion. I am meeting my sis n law, meg and rory for the first time. XD I know as soon as i step into casper, wyoming airport i will be running to the luggage pick up and tackling my brother...this is one of my biggest dreams that i have wanted to complete since i was a lil girl, and now i am finally completing it. Right now in time, i feel like i am going to wake up from a dream and realize that im not going down....it will feel more real to me the moment i step on that plane.


I am taking lots of pics on my vacation, and I can't wait to post them so everyone can see XD


      Love,
          MBB

Dreams Really Do Come True

In 12 days I fly out to Casper, Wyoming to see my brother who I haven't seen in 12 years, meet my sis n law Amber, Megan and hang with the rest of my brothers family...I am so excited, scared, nervous and worried, but happy at the same time. I don't think I have ever felt so many emotions at once. I am excited because in the last 12 years it has been an on going dream that I would be able to fly out and see my brother again, and God has granted me that dream. I am nervous because I am actually meeting my sis n law, and Megan that I have heard so much about. I know I txt/fb them all the time but this time it is meeting them in person. For some reason I have a fear of them not liking me or i won't fit in.

I am probably going to cry my eyes out when I see my brother...i all ready let him know im tackling him the minute I see him.lol....so aka Brother Beware :P  Just sitting here typing, made me think of a memory of when my brother and I were younger. He would fly up here to see my mom, our dad and I as well as my sisters when they were born. This memory is when our dad and I sat in the airport waiting for my brother's flight to land...i remember being nervous cause it was the first time i was meeting him, but i was so excited...I remember seeing him for the first time, thinking he was awesome and I couldn't wait to get to know him more.
Anthony Daine Prothero...I love you so much, and I am proud of you...yes things have not been easy, but God has turned your life around, brought you to him, and through all the hardships and life you are growing...You are an amazing person. I am lucky to have you as my brother. Even though we don't live close to each other, you still mean the world to me. My dreams are starting to come true. XD

Some songs that are helping with everything/defining life right now are:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Po3k6sPHeX0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Uw8mIcQJn8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMa-om8EeDI