Sometimes I wish I was a kid, because being an adult sucks sometimes. As a kid you didn't have to worry about love, bills, work, college, etc...Being a kid you got it easy. Don't get me wrong there are awesome benefits of being an adult. Like: driving, making money, making your own decisions, etc. Its just right now in life i feel like i have two lives. I feel like around work, friends, and family that I have to act like nothing is wrong, and that i can handle anything. When I'm by myself...all i can do is think about stuff that makes my heartbreak, stuff that i wish i didn't have to say goodbye to.
Right now my big prayer is to just be myself in all situations, give it up to god and let him handle it and that i wouldn't dwell on it 24/7. A bible verse that has been helping me out is: Philippians 4:13. "I can do all things through him who strengthens me." I am still human, so i do stumble and fall more than i remember it. Anyways enough with the ranting, I know I have not written in here for a long time, but i've been super busy. I started working at Famous Daves last week as a hostess. I love it there.
By all four of my managers, i have been told they like me, i'm doing well, learning fast, do well under pressure. I also got told by my main general yesterday that in a few months there won't be an empty seat in the house thanks to me being the hostess. It made my day...i'm glad im doing well there. I have learned to answer the phones, do to-go orders, do the expo's (getting the meals ready for the waitress after the cooks are done with it), bus tables, get drinks for the tables when the server is ready, and well host XD Besides that, a few weeks ago i found out i got into Century Community College, and I will be starting that in January. So there are a bunch of blessings in the midst of stuff im going through. God is good :)
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